Seize the PayDay

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What does it mean
when you come full
circle and still
remember
value
thirst
need
greed
circle it
walk away
come back
and still
remember
love
hate
your past
your desires
you go home
you go to sleep
you wake up and
come back to it
circle it
circle around it
sit on it
never letting go of all
that must be
and that should not have been
what does it mean when you can
heal
and
stand taller than you have ever stood
before
you used to
cry a lot
you used to be bitter
and resent
the same things
every single morning
you used to form lines
on your face
from scrunching it so much
so dissatisfied
so out of touch
with even yourself
not realizing that there is
more to you
than what you could have had
but
didn’t get and won’t
you need something bigger
than what you can’t have
you need to grow
evolve beyond your constant desires
learn
something
new
because anything that you really need
is always going to find it’s way to you
as long as you don’t give
into it
that feeling
up
that feeling
away
that feeling
back
that feeling
it means that you are living
and you can see the future
as that which you own
and have always owned
seize the payday

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